Havasupai
I.
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If actions speak louder than words,
then this place is screaming.
II.
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​​It is so quiet here, I think to myself.
It is then that a dial turned in my ear.
I can hear bird’s sonnets in the trees.
Only been listening to what’s near.
III.
I want to go back there
and see it right.
When we backpacked through
to Beaver Falls one night-
I only stared and kept pace,
with a boy with blonde hair,
who paired sure-footed with grace.
And I would go everywhere
with him inside the garden.
But if I were to be left behind,
I might have seen my surroundings then.
I was too busy watching blonde hair
shine.
I do not remember canopy colliding
with skies,
but only his golden locks turn brown
with sweat.
Nor green creeks, instead his blue eyes.
My mouth constantly dry as his neck
glistened wet.
I was convinced I’d seen his gaze
before,
Stinging through clear sky blues.
Me, me, as he glanced back and every
time I see my muddied hiking shoes,
I want to go back there.
On my own, and walk.
To forget his nature, his hair
and the smile in his talk.